The so called "me" appears in the interaction between the play of our subjective and objective inner world. Why I say the "inner world" is because there is no "outer" or "inner" world in reality. The "in" and the "out" is an idea created by the "me" which is an appearance between the play of the subject and the object. The truth is that reality, existence, the universe has never been divided or split, separated. That it is separate, divided, split in the subject and the object, a separate, subjective person experiencing and acting in a objective, material world is what we call a illusion and a really, really convincing one.
In reality there is only experiencing, seeing, hearing, walking, sensing, feeling, thinking, talking by no-one. The object appears in the subject, the things appears in the space. The hypnotizing effect the objects have on the perceiver, make the subjective perceiver forget the subjective part of the world. The experiencing of the objects creates the "me", the perceiver. The sense that the experience is also a object. A object looking and experiencing objects ???, that’s the feeling, isn't it?
The truth that the "me" and the "perceiver" is pure subject, aware space is hard to take, to recognize, to notice. The idea the "me-thought" have that the "me" is an object is very convincing. But in reality, even when you see for yourself that the "me" is just a idea, the experience of "you" doesn't disappear. Instead of living in a idea of what you are you begin to live a life in what you are in reality. You are not an object, and you are not the subject. You are both. Everything that happens is you, and you are everything that happens. You are life and life is you. What is, is anyway.
Roshi 
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Amen!
Men du Roshi! Jag skulle behöva att du tog en titt på mina två senaste inlägg. Besynnerliga ting uppstår här. Depersonalization Disorder. Är du bekant med den diagnosen? Det sägs att 2% av befolkningen lider av detta. Långt fler upplever depersonalisation som delsymtom i depressioner, panikångest och andra dissociativa sjukdomar.
Nej, nej, det är något annat sade jag tidigare. Idag säger jag inte det. Det enda som är annorlunda är förståelsen och sinnets förmåga att vila i det. Jag läser Suzanne Segals bok för andra gången.
Detta kom som en kalldusch.
Detta handlar om mig. Eller snarare frånvaron av mig. Här finns bara tänkande, kännande och fungerandet. Har aldrig funnits nåt annat. Just nu bloggar jag om hur det upplevs av sinnet här i Lerum.
Hej Björn,
Susanns bok har jag läst tre gånger, en klassiker. Att leva ett liv i ett tillstånd av "icke-jag". Den boken finns det skäl att återkomma till.
-Depersonalization Disorder.
Är bekant med begreppet, men vad den egentligen innehåller eller vilka som skulle kunna klämmas in i begreppet kan man fråga sig.
Som sagt jag återkommer.
Namaste
Roshi
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