måndag 30 juni 2008

Enlightenment, special?

Enlightenment is the ultimate disappointment, if you are looking for something "special".

It's amazing what happens when thought is seen for what it is.

Jeff Foster

lördag 28 juni 2008


"Do not expect the final Understanding in any way to change your life. Your life will continue to happen strictly according to the cosmic law and destiny!"

What is Enlightenment?

According to Ramesh's concept, Enlightenment or Self Realisation is the total realisation that no one is a doer.

"Do not expect the final Understanding in any way to change your life. Your life will continue to happen strictly according to the cosmic law and destiny!"

Ramesh Balsekar

torsdag 26 juni 2008


The doorway to your being is whatever is in this moment....this moment...this moment.

Föredrad av Nirmala: The Experience of This Moment, Satsang with Nirmala...

The First Instant

The First Instant is this ever-present actuality - which is nothing other than the boundless being-ness of what you truly are. You cannot move away from this instant and you never have been anywhere other than right here 'in' and 'as' this one and only first instant.

This, as a concept, is considerably challenging even though the actuality of its obviousness is undeniable for anyone that really examines the present evidence of what is immediately appearing as the world and its nature.

From the individual perspective, one's whole life has been a never-ending appearance and disappearance of objects in and around one and this has never been anything other than this immediate living-ness, this first instant.

Gilbert Schultz

Open hand

Learn to live as an "open hand" instead of a "fist". The old mind know nothing about real trust - total nakedness. It only know hope and fear. The open hand is total unconditional trust.

Open hand.

Enlightenment is not some final product that "you can have".

" A saltdoll went to the big ocean with the intention to measure its depth. Upon diving into the depth, the saltdoll slowly dissolved..."

"Insecure is the dewdrop on the lotus leaf, as insecure is the life of man. Just one moment with a Sadhu (an awakened soul) can bring you over the sea of life and death.


Amen to that.

tisdag 24 juni 2008

We are always on the right place to the right time.

“One night the king dreamt that he was going to die the next day precisely at 8 p.m. In despair he called together all his wise men and asked them what to do. They suggested that he should saddle the fastest horse in the kingdom and ride away as quickly as he could. He followed their advice and rode as fast as he could.

He rode and rode until the horse was ready to drop. When they reached a big forest, the horse couldn’t take one more step and the king jumped off relieved and freed of his fear. That very moment Death stepped out from the shadow of a tree and said, ”I was just about to get worried whether you would be in time!”

We are always on the right place to the right time. It just can’t be different.

måndag 23 juni 2008



"to be what is, as it is". In this simple understanding the mind stops fighting itself. In a moment of no fight, the truth reveals itself in its simplicity and purity. It is a wordless answer that silences the mind forever.


söndag 22 juni 2008

If all there is is Consciousness?

If all there is is Consciousness, if there is only Consciousness, then why or
for what are you still seeking? If there is only Consciousness then right now
you must be that and everything else that appears in and as awareness must
also be that, including your sense of separate self if that is how you appear
now. Any personal sense of I or ‘doership’ or ego must be Consciousness.

What else could it be?

I, ego, time, thought, separation, - if all there is is Consciousness then is not
all of this already Consciousness? Any appearance of mundane, ordinary
existence can be no less of Consciousness than any appearance of
unconditional love, wholeness, bliss, stillness, silence or anything else. Does
anything really need to be transcended, found or let go of?

Why not live in this understanding, no longer requiring that you wait for all the
supposed signs of ‘enlightenment’ to appear?

Nathan Gill

fredag 20 juni 2008


The Hsin-Hsin Ming
Verses on the Faith-Mind

By Seng-ts'an,
Third Chinese Patriarch
Translated by Richard B. Clarke

The Great Way is not difficult
for those not attached to preferences.
When neither love nor hate arises,
all is clear and undisguised.
Separate by the smallest amount, however,
and you are as far from it as heaven is from earth.

If you wish to know the truth,
then hold to no opinions for or against anything.
To set up what you like against what you dislike
is the disease of the mind.

When the fundamental nature of things is not recognized
the mind's essential peace is disturbed to no avail.
The Way is perfect as vast space is perfect,
where nothing is lacking and nothing is in excess.

Indeed, it is due to our grasping and rejecting
that we do not know the true nature of things.
Live neither in the entanglements of outer things,
nor in ideas or feelings of emptiness.
Be serene and at one with things
and erroneous views will disappear by themselves.

When you try to stop activity to achieve quietude,
your very effort fills you with activity.
As long as you remain attached to one extreme or another
you will never know Oneness.
Those who do not live in the Single Way
cannot be free in either activity or quietude, in assertion
or denial.

Deny the reality of things
and you miss their reality;
assert the emptiness of things
and you miss their reality.
The more you talk and think about it
the further you wander from the truth.
So cease attachment to talking and thinking,
and there is nothing you will not be able to know.

To return to the root is to find the essence,
but to pursue appearances or "enlightenment" is to miss
the source.
To awaken even for a moment
is to go beyond appearance and emptiness.

Changes that seem to occur in the empty world
we make real only because of our ignorance.

Do not seek for the truth;
Only cease to cherish opinions.

Do not remain in a dualistic state;
avoid such easy habits carefully.
If you attach even to a trace
of this and that, of right and wrong,
the Mind-essence will be lost in confusion.

Although all dualities arise from the One,
do not be attached even to ideas of this One.

When the mind exists undisturbed in the Way,
there is no objection to anything in the world;
and when there is no objection to anything,
things cease to be— in the old way.
When no discriminating attachment arises,
the old mind ceases to exist.
Let go of things as separate existences
and mind too vanishes.
Likewise when the thinking subject vanishes
so too do the objects created by mind.

The arising of other gives rise to self;
giving rise to self generates others.
Know these seeming two as facets
of the One Fundamental Reality.
In this Emptiness, these two are really one—
and each contains all phenomena.
If not comparing, nor attached to "refined" and "vulgar"—
you will not fall into judgment and opinion.

The Great Way is embracing and spacious—
to live in it is neither easy nor difficult.
Those who rely on limited views are fearful and irresolute:
The faster they hurry, the slower they go.
To have a narrow mind,
and to be attached to getting enlightenment
is to lose one's center and go astray.

When one is free from attachment,
all things are as they are,
and there is neither coming nor going.

When in harmony with the nature of things, your own
fundamental nature,
and you will walk freely and undisturbed.
However, when mind is in bondage, the truth is hidden,
and everything is murky and unclear,
and the burdensome practice of judging
brings annoyance and weariness.
What benefit can be derived
from attachment to distinctions and separations?

If you wish to move in the One Way,
do not dislike the worlds of senses and ideas.
Indeed, to embrace them fully
is identical with true Enlightenment.
The wise person attaches to no goals
but the foolish person fetters himself or herself.
There is one Dharma, without differentiation.
Distinctions arise from the clinging needs of the ignorant.
To seek Mind with the discriminating mind
is the greatest of mistakes.

Rest and unrest derive from illusion;
with enlightenment, attachment to liking and disliking
All dualities come from ignorant inference.
They are like dreams, phantoms, hallucinations—
it is foolish to try to grasp them.
Gain and loss, right and wrong; finally abandon all such
thoughts at once.

If the eye never sleeps,
all dreams will naturally cease.

If the mind makes no discriminations,
the ten thousand things

are as they are, of single essence.

To realize the mystery of this One-essence
is to be released from all entanglements.
When all things are seen without differentiation,
the One Self-essence is everywhere revealed.
No comparisons or analogies are possible
in this causeless, relationless state of just this One.

When movement stops, there is no movement—
and when no movement, there is no stopping.
When such dualities cease to exist
Oneness itself cannot exist.
To this ultimate state
no law or description applies.

For the Realized mind at one with the Way
all self-centered striving ceases.
Doubts and irresolutions vanish
and the Truth is confirmed in you.
With a single stroke you are freed from bondage;
nothing clings to you and you hold to nothing.
All is empty, clear, self-illuminating,
with no need to exert the mind.
Here, thinking, feeling, understanding, and imagination
are of no value.
In this world "as it really is"
there is neither self nor other-than-self.

To know this Reality directly
is possible only through practicing non-duality.
When you live this non-separation,
all things manifest the One, and nothing is excluded.
Whoever comes to enlightenment, no matter when or

Realizes personally this fundamental Source.

This Dharma-truth has nothing to do with big or small,
with time and space.
Here a single thought is as ten thousand years.
Not here, not there—
but everywhere always right before your eyes.
Infinitely large and infinitely small: no difference,
for definitions are irrelevant
and no boundaries can be discerned.
So likewise with "existence" and "non-existence."

Don't waste your time in arguments and discussion
attempting to grasp the ungraspable.

Each thing reveals the One,
the One manifests as all things.
To live in this Realization
is not to worry about perfection or non-perfection.
To put your trust in the Heart-Mind is to live without separation,
and in this non-duality you are one with your Life-Source.

Words! Words!
The Way is beyond language,
for in it there is no yesterday,
no tomorrow
no today.


Nothing whatever is hidden;
From of old, all is clear as daylight.

The old pine tree speaks divine wisdom;
The secret bird manifests eternal truth.

There is no place to seek the mind;
It is like the footprints of the birds in the sky.

Above, not a piece of tile to cover the head;
Beneath, not an inch of earth to put one's foot on.

Sitting quietly, doing nothing,
Spring comes and the grass grows by itself.

The water before, and the water after,
Now and forever flowing, follow each other.

One word determines the whole world;
One sword pacifies heaven and earth.

If you do not get it from yourself,
Where will you go for it?

If you wish to know the road up the mountain,
You must ask the man who goes back and forth on it.

Falling mist flies together with the wild ducks;
The waters of autumn are of one color with the sky.

If you don't believe, just look at September,
look at October!
The yellow leaves falling, falling, to fill both
mountain and river.

The wild geese do not intend to cast their reflection;
The water has no mind to receive their image.

Scoop up the water and the moon is in your hands;
Hold the flowers and your clothes are scented with them.

Mountains and rivers, the whole earth,-
All manifest forth the essence of being.

The voice of the mountain torrent is from one great tongue;
The lines of the hills, are they not the Pure Body of Budda?

In the vast inane there is no back or front;
The path of the bird annihilates East and West.

From of old there were not two paths;
"Those who have arrived" all walked the same road.

Day after day the sun rises in the east,
Day after day it sets in the west.

Ever onwards to where the waters have an end;
Waiting motionlessly for when white clouds shall arise.

Wind subsiding, the flowers still fall;
Bird crying, the mountain silence deepens.

To save a life it must be destroyed,
When utterly destroyed, one dwells for the first time in peace.

Taking up one blade of grass,
Use it as a sixteen foot golden Budda.

Heat does not wait for the sun to be hot,
Nor wind, the moon to be cold.

If you do not kill him,
You will be killed by him.

To be conscious of the original mind, the original nature,
Just this is the great disease of Zen!

Like a sword that cuts, but cannot cut itself;
Like an eye that sees, but cannot see itself.

Perceiving the sun in the midst of rain;
Ladling out clear water from the depths of the fire.

Ride your horse along the edge of a sword;
Hide yourself in the middle of the flames.

You can not get it by taking thought;
You cannot seek it by not taking thought.

It is like a tiger, but with many horns;
Like a cow, but it has no tail.

Draw water, and you think the mountains are moving;
Raise the sail, and you think the cliffs are on the run.

The blue hills are of themselves blue hills;
The white clouds are of themselves white clouds.

In the landscape of spring there is neither high nor low;
The flowering branches grow naturally, some long, some short.

Alive, I will not receive the Heavenly Halls;
Dead, I fear no Hell.

He holds the handle of the hoe, but his hands are empty;
He rides astride the water-buffalo, but he is walking.

Entering the forest he moves not the grass;
Entering the water he makes not a ripple.

If you meet an enlightened man on the street,
Do not meet him with words, nor with silence.

Meeting, they laugh and laugh-
The forest grove, the many fallen leaves!

We sleep with both legs outstretched,
Free of the true, free of the false.

For long years a bird in a cage,
Today, flying along with the clouds.

måndag 9 juni 2008

To start with...

To start with....there is no such “thing” as Mind, God, a “me”, world outside, universe, soul, heaven, hell, truth, awareness and enlightenment.

All languages, words and concepts are a lie. There is no truth for someone. Even that is not true (!). With this preparation we can start a conversation, a talk about….

Otherwise we must agree about the “thing” and that’s never going happen.

So first “things” must be cleared out, before we can start a fruitful conversation.

There is no such "thing" called…..


Bob says: There is no answer in the mind.

"What's wrong with Right Now - unless you think about it?"

"Let the thought go - drop it - if only for an instant - you see that, that silence - that stillness -
that clarity - that shining beingness is there, as it ever was and will be"

"What you are seeking, you already are. So it is foolish to carry on the search. The only place the search started from, is in the mind"

"It is the nature of the mind to divide"

"The false cannot stand up to the investigation"

"It is right here - right now as What Is - In knowing that, how can there be any conflict? -- Relax and be what you are"

"It is only in the mind that this conflict goes on!"

"You never move away from presence. Time is a mental concept."

"And it's the search itself which stops you from really seeing that."

"You're not noticing the evident. You're noticing the content."

Sailor Bob

torsdag 5 juni 2008

My life without me

The mind will go on, and on, and on, until it will disappear by its own accord. There are no limits how far it will go with its task. There is “no way out”, and the mind hates this message, there is no were to go, nothing to do, nothing to achieve. This is also why it’s really hard to understand why anyone ever would be interested in the issue, and yet….something lies behind the lines.

You can never “give IT up” because it is itself, it is IT. This is a horrifying insight or recognition by the mind itself. There is no escape or hope. One day it’s going to lose its power and begins to hide in the shadows.

When the mind falls away, by some reason, and THAT what already is appears. And when the “I” comes back, the mind thinks it’s doing it. The mind takes credit for everything, even of the impossible. Look what I did?

The thing that makes it even more confusing is when truth is mixed up with promises, desire, and hope for the tomorrow (unconditional love, peace, happiness, and so on). The “good stuff” is always a byproduct, a absence of the “me”. It’s really hard to “see through” this play of existence.

And last...

Enlightenment is disappearance of the one who wants it.

Sally Ann hughes

Has it ever acoured that you are seeking god with his eyes.

It's the illusion of me that's trying to get somewhere.